It is Sunday morning and I want to be waking up with you Sunrise reaching through a crack in my curtains, staining the far wall with an angel's grace I search the room for fragrance of romance and realize I am here alone I think of you, sitting in the passenger seat, you driving I wonder how focused you are on the road I watched the sparkle dance across your eyes like fireflies at dusk I imagine laying my head on your chest Listening to your heartbeat and the blood pulsing through you veins like waves running from sea predators I dream of kissing your velvet lips, taste the whisper wasted secrets of the world going into my mouth Remind me of what you're running away from when we are laying still I crave you when I'm near drifting off to sleep, or when I fix a cup of coffee, or when sitting at a red light Nail my hands to this steering wheel, open my bones and look for your fingerprints I swear I've seen you in another life, distant daylight drumming dancers, bend over backwards to reach your hands I knew your name before I met you, my mother would tell me of a boy, one that I will meet one day, I think it must be you Carry me up the stairs when I'm too tired to walk, undress me like a fragile glass doll, kiss my bare shoulders Open up my mind and read my rough drafts and smile at how far I have come Spin me in circles in the kitchen in place of doing the dishes Trace the curves of my body, outline this artwork with your paintbrush fingertips She used to tell me stories, make believe, play pretend with the faceless man whom I will be in love with and will be in love with me Because the best feeling is to love and be loved in return And I remember my father smiling at my mother as if she was the miracle he had searched his whole life for Nothing less than spectacular, a supernatural occurrence where the odds happened to be in his favor I remember Sunday mornings, sleep late, sit outside and listen to their favorite songs Drink coffee all day in PJs and actually make breakfast I look forwards to Sunday mornings where I hope you will wake next to me