I wake up to the first note of my alarm Ringing loudly into my dreams Pulling me from the depths of sleep Out thru the ocean of slumber and awake
Never anytime for the snooze button I have no extra time to spare I set my alarm for the last possible minute
I stumble into the bathroom Rough my hair around a little bit And peel the sleep out of my eyes
I turn the shower on and step in Standing still for just a few minutes I think that maybe I may fall back asleep
A lighthearted prayer escapes my lips Hoping the hot water will be enough To wake me from this grogginess But of course it never is
I’d really rather not get ready And just crawl back into bed
Ten minutes have passed Now it’s time to get out of the shower And get dressed
I blindly let the dog out of her cage Walk her outside to do her business In the thick early morning fog She plays around for a few minutes It’s all the time that I can allow
We rush back up the stairs And back into the warmth of our home
I hurriedly pack my lunch From a limited number of choices And empty cabinets
The dog accepts her treat And trots back to her cage She is trained well
The thought occurs to me That if only people were so well behaved Maybe I’d enjoy their company more
But I’m running late by now as usual So I don’t have time to dwell on this thought As I close the bedroom door She watches me and I hear her whimper A soft goodbye with her eyes
I grab my lunch bucket and head out the door Muttering a poem of early morning under my breath Which seems to hang frozen in the air
I unlock my car door and slide in Keying the car on in one smooth practiced process The radio booms to life because I always forget how loud I had the music playing the previous day And my right hand quickly reaches For the volume **** to turn it down But only a little At least until I get out onto the road
Every second of my drive to work I sit talking myself into not turning back around To go back home and go back to sleep
Most days I’m successful and I end up at work Punching the time clock for an eight hour or more shift Of busting knuckles and periodic book reading
Most days though I really should just turn back around And go back home and go back to sleep
Most days though I really should never Have gotten out of bed in the first place