I'm alive and numb, I don't feel like i'm here living I feel as if i'm just surviving,
trying to hold on for dear life but its hard
I feel as if i'm slipping into a bottomless pit of moving emotion,
Scared to take one step or even move, feeling like a time bomb waiting to explode
the darkness surrounds me and i'm left blind,
numb and blind tumbling out of control,hard to tame
mentally scared and physically hurt, covered in my own drawings, i'm slipping more each and everyday,
my cry's for help are loud but it seams as if no one can hear me. sweaters and long sleeves are my friends, everybody is oblivious to what is going on, and it would be so easy to just..... let go....