Fumbling the black out night Were little light comes through the curtained window Tripping over the discard of shoes Pillows fallen off the bed and memories Of when you laughed as I stumbled into the night bathroom clumsy hands looking for a switch Waking for a three am bath for no reason Other than to feel hot water on my skin Sitting sideways to accomodate a second person in the too small bath Maybe its not love I miss maybe its the happiness The child like play I splashed bubbles against your chest Leaning in for eskimo kisses and a teasing tickle to your side. Its the little things the innocent wonder that I miss most