Nights like this when I had too much coffee,
I can't sleep and it's drowning inside my body

Nights like this when I have endless what ifs on my mind
But you are powerless to read what its behind

Nights like this when I feel like ****
And I knew I'm still in tears lying in my bed sheet

Nights like this when I want to move on with the pain
but I'm not stuck, though I have you
and I'm not even sure if you still want me too

Nights like this when I'm over-thinking again
and self-destruction is all I'll ever gain

Nights like this when I know I won't love you any less
but I have my self-doubt and I'm such an insecure mess