How do I fall for someone when my heart is with another? Loving you while loving her is a challenge I'm willing to accept. Darkness has flooded the pathway to my heart but when I see you and I'm next to you the darkness fades away to my leg. You take away the darkness that hovers over me every day. All I ask is for you to be in my life forever and never let go of the memories and the laughs. My fear from everything happens when I am not with you. You are the box I take off the line and place carefully on the pallet. I don't wish another death on us but I'm glad Zach did pass. Because I wouldn't have gotten closer. His death has been the reason I've lost all contact with all my family. Blood or not. I have seem to have lost all faith in myself. Where do I find the light again? The answer lies within your blue ocean eyes. All I gotta do is search for the answers at the bottom of the ocean