the colours looking out of the car and into the street up ahead so far, and at the trees and the leaves and into the sky, they weren’t colours but they were more. the oranges and greens and blues of our earth weren’t from our earth, but some beautiful place of ambiguity; because the air wasn’t air that I breathed in but air that breathed me in. and he moved along so flawlessly, and when he spoke he spoke from deep within me. then I awoke to the darkness.