My heart died once it was bout a month or two ago
It was when u left with a “I’ll be back one day”
I just found out recently you won’t be back one day
But its ok cause I don’t feel for u in the same way I used to
Of course I look at u and say thts my ex baby babe hubby
My first LOVE
Tht I had a life planed with
Tried to have kids with
The guy I gave my virginity to the person tht I thought was worthy of it
The person tht made my life wonderful
Amazing CLOUD NINE
But thts all over wit now
I’ve moved on
Let u go
U want to be friends but thts not possible
Maybe later down the road but not now
My heart is slowly being reborn
I don’t c relationships like I used to
But when I do find a guy thts amazing
Thts my cloud nine
I’ll give him my new heart
And hope and pray to god tht he don’t break it
(Like u did)
I don’t tell ppl I love them unless I actually do
But like Keri hilson says “we were just a beautiful mistake”
Cause we were we had everything in our hand we stood by each other closer than any one
But I’ll find tht in someone else tht isn’t just gonna up and leave
He won’t be a mistake
But let’s see how life plays out…