If losing you is the price I have to pay,

For loving you in my own secret way

I would rather go on forever without your memories

Than right now every moment reliving all of you that will never cease

I'm so sorry I'm just a human who fell for you

Suppressing it all for myself who doesn't have a clue

That falling for you was the biggest mistake I ever made

Me losing you for these stupid feelings that can never fade

I should have rather go on without you knowing

I should have stopped myself for showing

That every single second, you're all this heart yearns for

That for every piece of your memory would be all my heart would tore

Now you acting like nothing ever happened

With me going crazy thinking about you every minute I would have spend

Everyday I think about why given a chance to be so happy today and miserable the next?

Life feeding you with lies of stupid love getting so perplexed

Well pardon me for feeling this way for you

Loving you, I found no reason not to

'Cause until now you're still all I think about

With this I realize, you are that someone I can never live without

I hope you appreciate my distancing away

'cause I cannot promise you in my heart you will not stay

Now it was as if everything will only be a memory of you and me

With you being my most beautiful nightmare that could ever be.