I got **** on my mind Some **** that u told me On Father's Day 2010 U said u wasn't my daddy U broke my heart And I wanted to cry My mind was ****** And I wanted to die I pushed it back as far as I could But as time went on, There were too many clues. I started to noticed features That didn't quite match I wanted to question u But didn't wanna face the fact... That I had been the result of deceit 9 months in her womb and Dad was left with the receipt. Every time he looked at me He claimed he see The man who took his wife's *****. So daddy beat me And this woman watched me Cry out for her Reach for her Stare into her eyes Tears flowing Pain Pain It hurts like I'm being ripped in two But I don't know by who All I feel is pain But pain slowly dies All I hear now Are my own ******* cries But that's what I get I wasn't supposed to be U wish u had of aborted me U didn't ask for a baby I'll never forget that day That day it changed my life The moment I realized I am a victim of self hate