I wade in milky bathwater of half-truths and falsities until my fingers prune with spite toward the pale truth: It's not me, it's you. I'd like a thousand stags to trample on your vanity, crushing every ounce of you to dust. I anticipate the anguish, sweeter than the vanilla-whites of your ugly eyes. To say I thrive on your unhappiness is cold, but you're so pretty when you cry.