I do not miss you anymore. My soul that used to seek warmth from your curt, unfeeling replies now burn with an unwavering flame fueled by the love I have for myself. The eyes that used to hold galaxies and hidden universes are now miles of sand, a desert in nighttime. Cold, dangerous, unforgiving. A warning to stay away or I will be lost forever. That smile that makes your face the brightest thing in the world-- my world-- reminds me of forgotten promises and an empty future. I do not want any of that. I do not need any of that.
But I do not hate you. I hated the nagging silence, the growing distance, the poor excuses. I hated that we fell apart. But I never hated you. I never could. You were my escape and my time with you had been filled with fluttering butterflies, days of sunlight, and endless wonders. For that, I'm thankful.