Claire, what was the title? What was the reaction? They told me bricks had fallen to the ground, that it took a lot of blood, sweat, tears and heavy hammers to bring down the devil's den. That foul fortress of despair and wonder Forever enshrined within the hearts of silly sailors everywhere. There was laughter buried within those walls But secrets. Pain and mystery called together Your name was not Claire Indeed I know of no Claire. It's a constant discouragement, this inability to complete a sentence. Dualism they say. They say dualism. They say "Oh, no good, no good" but what they really mean is "You don't appreciate all the good things you have" and what I really mean to say is that all the good things I have were stolen. Guilt turns to brightly shining example. When I was about your age I was out working for a good ten cent piece. Uncertainty is a plague that I've lived with From the end to the beginning. When all I really wanted to do was to blow your mind. Today is nothing. Everything expands from a moment in time I lived through many years ago. It may be lying to me. I am easily deceived.