Hands clench slowly into fists, I try to let it go- let the worries just fly away so easy like in the past. Breathe it all in and try to let it out. Draining me like it always does- but worry and fear and memories of pain collapse my lungs before I even have time to blink; black out the light of the sun before I even have time to understand. Shut down my heart before ever I feel the pain- feel the pain again. Just tell me the words that you want to hear so they'll be the last ones ever whispered in your ear. Don't think that I don't mean them- I'ld have poured my soul into keeping you by my side and in my sight because by your side I see the light.
So now you're gone but the colors, the y stay; life goes on and the world still turns- the rain still falls though the sun, it shines on.