Well i finally found the one, but only to lose her. A mistake she regrets every single day. And now i wonder if we will ever get back together and hoping she still feels the same way. Cause at first everything was great they were finally over. I mean it felt like this weight had been lifted off my shoulders. But now I'm so confused, i don't know what to believe, with everybody saying she was just using me. So right now my life just isn't that simple, finding it very hard now to trust certain people. But it's long process, now i see, just not having much success on finding the one for me. But its myself that i blame, i must confess. I was only wanting to help, trying too hard i guess. It's just that some days i wish, we could just start all over. I keep thinking why did it end like this. Maybe i should have never said i loved her. But i had to be sure that she felt the same way. And i guess now i know your answer, when you had nothing to say. So now i will just move on. Only to find someone who really cares. But it's hard for me to leave you all alone, when knowing that that's just one of your biggest fears.