Everything: pronoun. a.) every thing of particular of an aggregate or total; all. This is what I’m told you are but I’ve never been one for deities. You hear my thoughts but command me to speak. You know my human ways but still expect to have me all to yourself. You’re jealous- a “jealous god” but I’m to believe you’re perfect? The book says your ways are higher but the coincidences and rules that surround your mystery just don’t add up enough for me.
Enough: adverb a.) in a quantity or degree that answers a purpose or satisfies a need or desire; sufficiently. I have a desire to change, I have a desire to love, hell, I want a Ferrari! I don’t have those so are you really enough if I use the book definition? But, no, seriously, some people are starving while others cant stop killing or lying or stealing or hating. Are you enough for them too? Im still waiting, but we at least have that in common. They say you are too. “They” being the activists, the followers, “yours” and yet you’re still waiting for surrender.
Surrender: verb a.) to yield to the possession or power of another; deliver up possession of on demand or under duress You want me ever so much -or so I’m told. When I want something I have to ask or initiate. Where are you? Are you planning on ever speaking to me or asking? Where is your humility to simply ask? Waiting for what you don’t ever request is more foolish than I ever assumed a deity of great power and might could be. You astound me for sure, but not in a good way. I thought the zealous screamed something about you being the definition of everything, but I don’t seem to be able to define you that way at all. I ask these questions innocently, yet still I hear no response. Did you perhaps, in your infinite wisdom create the world and forget to give yourself a voice?