I was 16, following I-90 with my two best friends, no sleep till Missoula, MT. The sun rose at our backs and we stopped for breakfast. Lack of sleep and fear for my future caught up to me as daylight broke, and I broke down in the bathroom of a Denny's, sobbing violently. 3 years later, on the summer solstice-- I was crying again, for different reasons, in a warm bath at a Motel 6. I was crying for all the places I had been, for how far I had come, for how far I had left to go. With all the highs came equal lows. That weekend with him was a turning point for me, but I didn't realize it then.