You promise you family you will never harm yourself again. They are so proud of you they are so proud. Look at all the progress youve made. Promise me you wont do that again? Promise. You dont want to go through that again, you truely dont. So you go home and stay harm free for a night! Such a ****** such a character but you dont know how to stop any of the *******. Stop the memories! Stop the pain! Please satan send me away im begging i cant be here anymore this pain is unbearable. So you cut a little deeper and you get a little higher and you explore how far you can go without killing yourself. Why havent I died yet. I do believe i am strong however, because when you have been through that much abuse how could you still be alive?
who knows