The ***** went down like honey
Soothing my aches and pains
It took me away from all the hurts
Like sunshine
Until it rains
Rain it did, as it scooped me up in fun and spat me out in delirious devastation
Sitting on pavement crying out for you
Speaking in tongues and silly riddles
Emptying my stomach over and over but never emptying my head of you
The reasoning 'I just want to feel better'
The reality, I have to reconcile this, I have to make peace with this
You're not coming back this time