I am the human contradiction
I have no self confidence
Yet I have a massive ego
I want to turn my life around
Yet I want to die
I want people to think I have no weakness
Yet all I want to do is cry
I want to be the best at everything
But I don't want to try
I want to stop hurting myself
But that's all I seem to do
I don't want people seeing my scars
Yet I want them to know I'm scared
When I wake up I want to be happy
But I don't want to wake up anymore