Nothing cuts to the pit of my stomach
More than the betrayal of the people I trust
Of everyone who's hurt me
Yours is the worst
You neglected to tell me what was going on in your lives
The most important things
You left me out and expected me not to care
Do you even know how much you mean to me?
For my months of pain, you were there
The only ones
And I let you know how amazing that was
As often as I got the chance
Now that it's over
I feel like I've lost more than friends
I've lost the people who'd come to be family
And the wounds reopen every night I spend
Without you