I hate this
Cage
This
Prison
I thought I broke out of.

I hate this
Feeling
This
Apathy
I have for the world

I hate this
Never ending
Sickness
That has dictated my brain.

I hate this
Life.
This
Place.
That I have trapped myself in.

I hate being
So different
That
I go unnoticed.

I hate being
Pushed aside
Because
Of the gem that is my sister

I hate being
Pushed down
Because
I speak out.

I hate being
The villain
When the world
Wants heroes

I hate
Smiling
Because
It seems like there's no reason to.

I hate
Sitting down
When I should be
Standing.

I hate
Mostly everything
Because
I just don’t see the point
In accepting

Anything less than perfect.