Life is hardly a heap of joys; ignorance works overtime here in sheeple country. The universe uses your own voice to complain. The needy, tedious body diminishes, but that devouring voice rattles on. We wax eloquent in extinct languages describing marvels to the dead who are not impressed. We recite entire dictionaries of universal incomprehension through every imbecilic night until the very ears of heaven drip weary blood as every explanation punishes. You cannot separate what you have chosen from what chose you. So easy to know how to begin things, unknowable how they will end other than in a heap of not joys or a prolonged spasm of quivering delight.