I can't stand you. I love you. You don't know how much I love you. I don't know how much I love you. Even when I can't stand you and don't want to be a way from you. The way that you say my name resounds inside of my deepest memories. The gentle cold touch leaves a haunting dent on my skin. But oh, the way you would drive me insane with the unbalanced emotions that you portrayed. It made me feel desperate. As though I could fix you. Drive you to change. In all of our circumstances.. God, I thought that I might me enough for you to change. Am I?