When true desires are unleashed I wander through the darkness Revisiting memories Running to the door Where your voice lingered You are too innocent to be real I am such a monster to you Late night conversations Ending myself, shutting down From you, from the world I'm foolish Lonely and miserable Still in a cocoon Never emerging Waiting to ignite from a spark The former me departed Living in the shadows Trying to find himself Wanting to attach But scared of losing Losing his sanity All that he holds dear The freedom of being alone Wasn't a bold move The thought of you Burning an eternal flame