She woke up to that pillow , you know the one , The one that only you used , the one with unrecognizable stains, cheap aftershave , and saliva . But there was no you . And then she rose up from her bed stumbled her way to the bathroom and looked down at the sink . searching her way through a fog of morning bed cravings and drowsiness for her toothbrush , but she picked up yours . The one that she had picked out when you first moved in together , the one that held memories of your mornings with each other , brushing your teeth in unison while you made those stupid faces in the mirror . she always laughed at them . She decided not to brush her teeth today . She got dressed quickly ignoring the side of the closet that still had your clothes in them . every stitch , every piece of cotton seeming to call her a coward every time she looked away , But she couldn't face them , because they still had your beautiful stench on them . She then rushed in the kitchen , needing coffee, hoping it would burn going down . She needed the burn , she needed the physical pain to bring her back to reality so she wouldn’t think of you , she needed to run , she needed to scream , she needed something that would rid her of the pain that you still left behind even though you were long gone . And after the coffee , she felt better . Until she noticed that it was your mug …… only then did she cry .
this is my first poem on here , im new hope you like it !