Nothing makes me happy anymore I realize as I stare at this floor and the ceiling and the wall sometimes I just cant help but fall Nothing is making me happy as it should Getting girls, I thought would Working out, ya if only I could The fear, if finding something new to keep me happy, is only few and once all those things are found what happens after, what is happening now? Is that all that life is? Trying to find something just to miss? Why is happiness so hard