Honestly, I'm scared that I won't be able to say something you haven't heard before. I'm infatuated with everything about you, everything that is you. I remember first meeting you and constantly reminding you how much I didn't want a relationship and ironically I ended up with you. You made things so much better, I promise you. I've never really experienced the kinda happy I used to with you. It was an awkward kinda happy but it was something about it I craved and still crave. You're the best thing to ever happen to me tbh and recently I've been undeserving of you. I want you to be my babygirl again :( I miss the affection I used to get from you. I'm willing to go beyond the edge for your happiness. You're a goddess to me and although you're very pessimistic I want to show you otherwise. I want to show you a new perspective.  I want to show you that love can lasts forever and that people can be together without there being cheating and other unnecessary trash. I want to give you all of me and give you the love you crave, need, deserve, and always talk about. I miss you feeling secured and I want to rejuvenate the feeling tbh...I know I can do all of this. I'd do it all for you, I'd try and I know I'd succeed. I just need you to stay here and work with me and hear me out sometimes. I want to spoil you but I want to remain in a balanced relationship, not one where you're mostly in control of things. I love you  Tiana.