I am beautiful and terrible, Devine and a sinner, Lost and elated, I am loving and bitter, I am uncontrolled and grounded, Drifting and secure. I have secrets and I am orchestral, I am my own necropolis and a paragon, I am a sweet smell and I am panchromatic, Pallid and immaculate. I am sad by what is and ecstatic for what will be. Stars and light, stone and shaded. I am harsh. I am complex. I am now and tomorrow.