you breathed life into yourself and carried the footfallen dirt of your third world into this first one knowing that the timbre and reluctant pace of your voice will always be more revealing than the fingerprints you bring on your brown hands, the color that you hide in your pockets, masked in a new heritage that shines a light on petty and trivial pleasantries instead of humble, this now-useless thing you had remembered to keep
and because of this, you are left wondering what else is there to do besides hard work and simple devotion, besides abandoning your old ways and accepting this false heaven, besides mastering the microscope words and regurgitating them when the right ears are listening
and no matter how hard you try the line that separates the color of your palm from the back of your hand will always be obvious.