I see it play back in my memory like an old video tape, So dark and crackly, sketchy in certain parts. I don't see it from my eyes but from a distance, I'm a spectator of my memory.
It is late at night one night when the family was young, I was having a sort of waking nightmare. I couldn't differentiate between the dream And being awake.
Something terrible was happening In my dream I tried to drag you out of bed but you Were so asleep and so heavy for my young arms To move
I was trying to tell you that we had to Get to mom and dad's room. It was of absolute importance, I remember. I remember I had gotten you out of the bed and on the floor but Your body was so asleep and I was in distress. I was terrified, crying as I desperately tried to drag you Out of your stupor, "If you love mom and dad you will come" I said. But you didn't move and
I was stuck alone in that room that One night in the dark so late at night Worrying about what was going to happen And that you were never going to wake up.