I am often seduced by ideals out of reach Which have caused a manifestation of bloodstained fog Transmissions to penetrate my white imagination Tearing down the picture frames and destroying the films of my past. I vaguely recognize the harsh taste of lies escape my mouth Shaving the white of my teeth; It tastes like swallowing a mouthful of infected Whisky It burns my insides as if I were being repeatedly punched in the ribs During such an awful moment, I shouldn't feel dreadful apathy of my crimes Instead, I smell the sweet sugars of the Chocolate Factory Which was once radiant with a glow unlike any other, but those days are gone. As I lie here alone on the pavement howling at the moon I hear the tune of waterfalls hitting the pavement approaching Though the evening is quite dry A gust of wind blows harsh against the cars and every so often they yelp Only when I open my eyes do I comprehend the situation The waterfalls belong to the person above me I gaze into their colorful eyes then cling to their outstretched hand They take me home where I no longer feel the pain
I feel like I'm constantly fighting myself. It's a poem inspired by a dream I had, but also how I have changed over the years.