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Feel me tonight.
..
Close your eyes
My fingers through your hair...
slowly my hands move down
intertwine my fingers with yours.
Warmth.
I move to be on top of you,
And I only
Look at you.
Our eyes close
When I kiss your lips.
Closer, I rest my head on your shoulder
and with our eyes still closed,
we breathe.
I kiss your neck and your shoulder and chin and scar and cheeks and ears.
I like your face. I like touching and kissing it. Kiss kiss kiss.
I breathe in and I can feel our bodies wrap around each other-––
So warm, this energy.
The lightness,
This melding-soaking
That is so natural.
And we are clinging and tightening and tugging. --Squeeze!
Squeeze!
Tighter, ––tighter!
I won't stop squeezing!
...
Its hard
To Not touch you, you know.
It makes me want to cry.
'I kiss your tears.'
I wipe your snot.
I give you some water with lemon to drink.
Man, I could put my cheek so close to you
and feel the flutter of your eyelashes against my skin as we laugh.
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Wish you were here.
Your lips.
To
my fingers,
my cheek,
my own...
See I had my senses
repeat repeat to themselves,
soaking in
what to remember
of you.
.
Around me and in my mind
.
.
Then, I open my eyes..
and it's just me.
Drawn out, and
Brought back to this moment that says,
I am alone.
... Counting the minutes until I see you.
Less than 24,000 to go.
Close your Eyes...
Review, Relax, Sleep.
I'll see you soon.
And sooner in a moment.