I run my fingers across the surface of the water. Above ground pool. I'm eleven. You stare out your window, you know I'm there. So very Romeo.
I call to you. I throw stones at your window. My god, the innocence in an age before cell phones, and Instant messages. The freedom of love before email.
You press your lips against the glass. Puckered. A kiss. You didn't wear lipstick. You were young still. Little girls weren't yet taught to think they were adults. The grease from your lips left an imprint. It wasn't shaped like a kiss. It mostly looked like your cheek.
Above ground pool. My fingers damp across the always blue ripples of water. So very Romeo.
There were notes, folded into tight and puzzling shapes, and passed in class. The checkmark appreciation game. I kept them. Unchecked boxes. They were in my pocket. They're gone now, but so are you. So am I.
When I kissed you I had my eyes open. I didn't know any better. It was nothing. A peck. Everyone thought we would be married one day. I like to think that you knew better. So very Romeo.