It's beautiful, the red, dripping down my arm. Joining and splitting, like a river with many divides. It's all I see. No matter where I look, it's there. The beautiful red. It seeps down through the water, turning the light blue into a dark, dark pink. My life's pain and worries slipping away. Finally it stops. And I clean it. Then another dream of nightmares comes into reality. And everything starts over.