I somehow wonder what caused the separation. i have recently found of that the reason isn't something deep. the reason is me. I'm the reason no one will stay. i don't know what to do or how to take this pain away. i cannot hold my feelings in. if i have this pain its gonna come out. I can never tell anyone the real reason, just vague explanations. Hurtful. pain. Angst. Death. Whats the easiest way to explain that your infatuated with all of the above.