I tried to make a poem about being happy They tell me try something different You sound the same Do you know how many times I've .. I've had that same conversation With myself You know what happiness is ..right ? give them a show! .. I write when I don't know what happiness is Understand I know I sound the same I've been listening to these parts of my self All night You don't Understand how I'd tried to stop playing the same violen But the sound keeps me calm Even if it gets old , go ahead Just listen I don't want to make you laugh I'm sorry But parts of me are to numb to pain To heavy For entertainment I'm a one man circus You keep coming to these shows On days I leave myself dissapointed