here i am lying beside the crack below my door.

hello? is anybody there?

it's so dark in here.



here i am inside my mind.

brought here by the traumatzing pain

that i have endured.



sleeping for all of eternity.

waiting for food to arrive underneath

my door.

dying for something to drink.



are you there?

sometimes i believe i hear you.

i cry in this dark room

all by myself

peering through the crack

for signs of moving feet or words never to be spoken.



my glossy eyes close themselves

involuntarily.

waiting for something to happen that never will.