to feel the pressure building in your ears like that thud contemplating between two chords of hollow resounding wood, a twisting root manifesting wiring squeezing skittering across the surface we all fall~ there is naught in retrospect upon reflected conflicts and toppling restrictions hearts in chains like tail fins, caught in a net cast deep into frothy salty seas hoping to trap what is not ours, thinking what it was thinking to grasp gouging for a grip into this vulnerable scare slippery slip