it's so ironic
that i spent up until 1am just to talk to you

i used to sleep everynight with a smile on my face
and holding that last
"goodnight"
to my chest,

feeling so loved
and in love

ha ha ha ha

how distant we are now
its funny just thinking about
our past
and what we've become

it hurts to think about it,
but its also ironic

that i thought we could be something more
but i realize now

no

we couldn't have

you were already gone

im gone now