i thought you trusted us. i thought you decided to let us in after so long. and i know that it's not really your fault, that's it's the work of your illnesses. but i can't help but be affected. by the way you suddenly decided to leave us out of your life.

what did i do to you? apart from coming to meet you when you were down, when you were in pieces. comforting you and being there for you. and even though i know that by blocking so many people you hoped to cover up your tracks, and that you didn't mean to hurt me, it still hurts in the end.