I try to smile But it's been a while I try to laugh But it hurts to try I look at you And i almost cry But you say that it's alright And suddenly this night Isn't so unbearable But then you left me alone Alone in the dark I tried to be everything You wanted but what You wanted was a **** to call your's I'm sorry But that's not me And I don't know if that's what you see When you see me I try to smile But it's been so long And i'm too far gone Maybe way up high I'll learn to fly And I'll finally be happy