A ****** up head

I fight and fight
I can't say I Dont try
I do
Its theres so much
So much anger
I can't explain
I try and try to
Let you know
But I can't control
The monster inside
You probably think I'm just mad
Mad with anger that I'm in insane
But let me let you know
I can't control this
    This, ****** up head
I push everything down
To far
To a fault
A dark place
One where there's no return
Where every emotion
Goes to die
Sadness, happiness, guilt
Everything
It goes to be twisted into a ball
Of anger to which I fall
Upon every time I feel
Almost anything except
Love...
So please step into my
...****** up head