Living is my biggest fear
And fear controls our lives
So I would just be better off
If I don't even try to survive

Life is a mess that we can't clean up
Or fire we can't put out
So sit there and let the flames consume you
Because no one cares if you scream or shout

No one in the whole wide world
Has your back except for you
So protect yourself no matter what
And do what you've got to do

But me on the other hand
Well I'm sick of trying
Sick of all these tears
And always god ****** crying

Sick of people hugging me
And telling me I must be strong
Well sorry for the confusion
And correct me if I'm wrong

But you don't feel what I feel
Or know the **** I know
So back the hell away from me
Because at pain I'm the pro

When death comes after me
I'll be there waiting
With all my bags packed
Because if living was a job
Life would have given me the sack

I'm not afraid of dying
And I know I'll go in grace
That's why I'll  wait for my dying breath
So I can leave this god awful place.