Its never easy admiting While accusing is the strongest thing in my mouth, The taste,taste bitter while my words hurt like dumped woman in divorse, While my words inflict pain, A million dollar question rises, Forgiviness? Will she ever forgive me for the pain I brought, While I apologies like a widow asking questions in her mind of did he die. While I look for her respond as her mouth opens, I try to catch my breath, While my mind wonders around thinking of a million things in one, For a moment the world stopped, Pictures of her where on my mind,****!! The world turned dark with her in it.