Here I stand down by your window Your curtains closed I can here your music, its to loud for me to hear anything else I have no idea who's in your room It could be your mom It could be anyone in your family They all hate me You could be completely alone You could be with him My heart racing i tap on your window The music stops The world goes dead silent Everything slows down as the curtains start to move I can hear my heart beat in my head I can feel the blood in my veins pumping through my body Then i see your face Everything gets ten times worst My head feels like my eardrums are about to pop at the sound of my heartbeat Everything gets blurry My chest feels like i'm going to its being ripped open I get so light headed i'm about to fall down I put my hand on the window It freezing cold A tear falls from my eye The first time i cried since before our anniversary The window gets warmer I look up to see why You put your hand on mine My chest stops hurting I can hear something other than my heartbeat My eyes still blurry from my tears I tell you "I love you I want you to remember my last words" You start to cry I give you an address a date and a time I look you in the eyes and tell you one thing Trust me Pull out a gun And i end the pain One month later on December 25 you go to the address Its 5:47 in the morning Your at an old tree house, my old tree house You go to the door there is no door *** just a hole And three locks Its pitch black inside the house You see a piece of paper nailed to the door A note It says "put your hand in... if you trust me" Your hesitant You start to crumble the piece of paper as you try to think of what you do As your crumbling the piece of paper you see that there are words on the other side It says " I want you to remember my last words" My last word, trust me You take a deep breathe as you put your hand in the hole You feel something You grab it and pull it Its a key A key to the door You open the door as you do you hear something fall Its a flash light You pick it up and look around the room You the room appears empty Then you see a composition book taped to the celling The title says closet with smaller word under it, too small to read at the distance You try to jump to get it An hour past and you still able not been able to get it Finally you think You go to the closet and you find a step-stool You grab the book and read the first page It says under your height It takes you a while but you find out what it means and look under the step stool you fine 6 more books taped to the bottom their numbered Your read the first page of each They all say what their about Ones all my secrets Ones about all my life Three is a journal that i wrote in every day since we were together The last one was about you and all of my feelings towards you On the back i a piece of paper It says " I'm sorry i'm gone. I wish i could be there with you right now. I wish i didn't have to do all this, but i am, and theres so much i want to say to you. so much i wish i took the chance to, but i didn't so i did all this as an attempt to tell you in death what i wish i had in life. I love you, don't forget me". One more thing if i could do it all again no matter how much pain I would end up in I would do it again".
I know its missing a lot of detail, its not done yet