I get lost in thoughts of you...I wish I had answered the phone last night, the echoes of your voice ring in my ears but it isn't the same as you next to me, you sitting so near me with your arm around me and my hand in yours, I can't wait until you can hold my hand as we ride down the hill, to run up when I fall, laughing, but making sure I'm alright, hearing your voice and your laugh, it is like a healing power, a power I know I will not ever find again, it's something I know is incomparable with anything else, you're someone so new, so real, with me knowing, hoping, that this is how it's meant to be, me knowing that, somehow, I fell so hard for you, I will never be the same, knowing, wishing, hoping, thinking, daydreaming

-beckb 081315