I'm sorry I'm worthless. I can't stay up all night just wondering if we will be alright. What's on your mind? The same ******* you think about me? I'm sick of wondering when your next breakdown will be. I'm not out cheating but I might as well be. Because that's what you think of me. Maybe I need to leave. Hopefully you'll see how for granted you took me. I finally see. I'm sick of trying to prove my love. Sick of never being enough. You've got trust issues but your ******. And I hope your not but I know your stuck. The way you go about everyday accusing. Not allowed to have friends, not allowed to make plans. Constant questions you just demand. 24/7 365. It's no surprise. I don't want to feel despise. Just want you to realise you got me. But that's not enough to make This stop? Not enough sacrifice. Never enough to give up. Never be able to earn your trust. This just isn't fair. My words in and out the same ear. Do you even care about how your accusations sting? I'm just out cheating. I might as well be because that's how you will always think.