Sleep is no where
I wish you'd grow a pair
And be here
With me
Snuggling sweet
God I miss you
My love so dear
My darling
Tonight I saw a video I hadn't seen before
I was splashing by the shore
And as I watched
Your beautiful laugh I so adore
Leaves me alone as I put it away and try to forget those unbelievably blissful days
Real love is what I had for you
If only you knew
If only you felt the same
If only I was worth it to you
I tried
I tried so hard
To make you happy
But inside of you
Not far from the surface
Was a boy who is troubled
Maybe he no longer is
With a decision that will set everyone else at ease
Today my mother cried
It pains her to know how much I really loved you and how hurt I am
I hold it well, can never let them see you sweat
My friend cried yesterday
She couldn't understand
We were so happy
God I miss you
If you would
Maybe I could
Try
Like I do
Try to forgive you
But he must come on a horse
And tell all the lands
Who I am
His love
From above
For eternity we both can have
Together