What do I do now?
I've taken the final step, I'm Here!
Was it worth it, to end the world?
My World?

What if I did?
What if, as if Lucifer saw fit,
the blade cut through?
Would I be missed?

What do I do now?
I've tried everything, but I'm still here.
Here on this place I used to call home,
though I've always felt behind bars.

What do I do now?
My life is the same.
Do I try again?
Is it even worth living?

What do I do now?
Do I dig as deep as the well goes
to extract what little strength is left
so I may continue?
Is it even worth it?

What do I do now?
my friends are gone.
My family is gone.
I'm all that's left.

Sometimes I wish
the blade did it's job
so I can finally be at peace.